WARNING TEAR JERKER!
Getting personal with you loves for a moment. My dear friend passed this time last year. She was very dear to me. I miss her greatly. I'm also very thankful for our friendship and I was blessed by her love. The love of her friendship. Emily had an amazing smile and she noticed the little things that make me unique. Like when we went to Brewvies. We're standing in line and Emily laughs. And of course, I'm like what? she like "Are you wearing a pin? I smile widely with pride say, "yes I am." I love pins. She like, "I love it. No one wears those anymore." That day she became my dear friend and I loved her. We had any more adventures. I'm thankful for them all. pause....had to go bail my eyes out for a moment. Thank you for your patience anywho, that's what I want to give to rebelQueens of Utah group on facebook. Loving each other's differences, loving the friendships and being thankful for the hurt when there have moved to the next journey. I love my #rebelQueens you are my friends, because of you, I am me.
I'm going to attempt to blog. I admit written word is not my strong point. I'm going to do my best by the way words my be misspelled or improper punctuation. I appreciate your patience. Lets start big like fucking Texas! I'm going to tell you my deepest dark secret. I'm scared of success. It been my biggest down fall. I think this fear is very common. Oh, by the way I curse..... a lot. I'm going to challenge myself to be genuine and professional I appreciate your patience on this blog for a curse word or two may slip my fingers. Any who I got a question for you? How do you deal with self doubt? and fear?